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Happy 2019 to everyone out there! Hope you guys will have an amazing new year & all the best things to happen!
So 2019 comes with a lot of accomplishments :laa:


Going to start with the beginning. In 2018 I finally manged to bring my dog back home. He's currently living with us for more than a year now. He's settled in and living the rest of his days with us, where he's being loved and good cared for. His birthday was 3 weeks ago. He turned 14! A lifetime for a dog.... Me and my brother received him for Christmas. The most beautiful gift ever. He's an important part of our life, our family.
When I moved to Belgium, I struggled so much to take him with me. All the paperwork, all the trips to the vet and vaccinations...and permissions... but did it! Couldn't leave him behind... but then we've encountered something else when we did arrived at our new home. We couldn't keep him, because the owner wouldn't let us have a dog in the house.
So, he went to my brother's in England. Where he lived happily for 3 years. After years of struggle in finding a place who would accept dogs...finally did it! and brought him home! He's gone blind and deaf since he's with us and his condition isn't always a good one. But our trips to the vet, the vaccinations, the good care and lots of love make him better again. It's a struggle to have an old dog in house, you can't leave him to many hours alone (even though we work so much)...  so everyday I rush back home to him. To make sure he's fed and taken outside for a wee.
More details and stories to follow...
aaaaaand.....I  finally went to TOMORROWLAND ...!!!! Only a few months ago. THE BEST EXPERIENCE IN THE WHOLE WORLD! Couldn't describe it any differently. A dream come true. TOTALLY WORTH IT!
I literally cried at the end of it because I wouldn't want it to end... I am grateful for all the things that happened to me. Good/bad. Photos to follow...
I am thankful for what I have. Thank you God for everything.


and another journal entry to follow...
Take care guys!
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Hello hello :)


I am proud to say that I have been living in Belgium for aprox 3,5 years now.
It's been a while...
Can't really believe it :)


There are people here in Belgium which ask me if I wanna go back to my homeland....
Nope. Belgium has been my home for the last couple of years so...
Feeling happy here.
:happy:

I've finally managed to get out of my comfort zone and do something with my life.
I had such a boring and hard job that I grew tired of it ...
So I followed school, lessons, courses and managed to find a new job in a totally different sector!
-managed to learn the DUTCH language- (finally)
Not perfectly, of course and I will never speak like a native Belgian :grin:

"Maar ik ben super blij!" -But I'm super happy-

 I finally feel socially integrated... Meeting new people everytime
Getting up to date with old acquintances.
Being able to finally understand everybody, to have proper conversations.
And of course to stop using my English everytime.
They don't like it.... Well at least not all the time.
They expect that if you are living here such a long time that you should've know the language by now...


But the good thing is, I'm finally  my own boss!
Joepieee!
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16th January

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You know... I sometimes think about all the things that I've done so wrong in my life. Things that somehow I can't fix or repair in any way...
When I used to judge, hate and think so different of everybody else around me... Just because life isn't the same like when I was a kid anymore, that doesn't mean that is my right do to so.

I am changing everyday, I try to see my own mistakes, starting to see everything through different eyes. I'm trying to be more responsible with my life, with the choices I make and specially with the people I let in it.
There's no such thing as perfect but I can definitely try my best.
I never saw the importance of the people in my life, I never really thought about how they affect me,
But they do...
I have such good friends, few but good :) 
I once met a girl in the "LIFE camp" I went there on my 9th grade (Highschool 2010) and stood there for 2 weeks.
Her name is Monica. When I first saw her, I thought she is so rude and too fancy even for a hello. Every time we had an activity or even lunch, she always had something to add. She didn't like the trip maybe, she didn't like the bread, she doesn't drink that type of tea and so on. :ashamed:
The interesting part is that we didn't really get a long from the beginning. We were against each other most of the time, having different opinions and statements. 
That was in the first week but then I started to know her, to like her... to bond with her
In the other (final) week we were like best friends, super bf, we used to spend all the time together, all the activities together, and even our last sleep was together.
Even though she lives 100 km from me, I have to say that since then we remain the same and even more, and we still talk daily like nothing changed.
As I was saying, maybe 3 months would have passed not talking to each other, or maybe 7-8... But somehow we always found one another and talked for all that time we haven't spoke.
It was like we used to speak daily not every few months. I was back home last summer and I spent some time with her, it was just like in the beginning of our friendship. I don't know why but it just feels like the kind of connection that will not die... The bond that is between us is just too strong, and I hope it will never break. 6 years have passed and we didn't change...
So many things has happened to us and we still remained the same and so much more....

She's one of the person which I realize that my days,my life, my memories wouldn't have been the same without her, she's a blessing and I want to thank God for sending me all these wonderful people in my life. I'm happy that I have people that care for me, that love me

I am blessed! :love:
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Helloooo ! 

I want to wish you a Merry Christmas among your family and loved ones. 
May God bless you.
All my best wishes to all of you! :love:
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I feel old... I really do...
I stopped doing things that I loved doing, I stopped being happy for no reason... I stopped smiling and being happy like I used to....
I guess you can say I'm starting to fade...

I miss... I miss a lot of stuffs, I miss waking up in my bed, I miss waking up in my house... 
I miss drinking coffee from my special mug... I miss my little things back home...
I miss seeing people that I know... I miss saying even a hello....

I miss going out, I miss having friends over..... 
:(
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