You know... I sometimes think about all the things that I've done so wrong in my life. Things that somehow I can't fix or repair in any way...
When I used to judge, hate and think so different of everybody else around me... Just because life isn't the same like when I was a kid anymore, that doesn't mean that is my right do to so.
I am changing everyday, I try to see my own mistakes, starting to see everything through different eyes. I'm trying to be more responsible with my life, with the choices I make and specially with the people I let in it.
There's no such thing as perfect but I can definitely try my best.
I never saw the importance of the people in my life, I never really thought about how they affect me,
But they do...
I have such good friends, few but good
I once met a girl in the "LIFE camp" I went there on my 9th grade (Highschool 2010) and stood there for 2 weeks.
Her name is Monica. When I first saw her, I thought she is so rude and too fancy even for a hello. Every time we had an activity or even lunch, she always had something to add. She didn't like the trip maybe, she didn't like the bread, she doesn't drink that type of tea and so on.
The interesting part is that we didn't really get a long from the beginning. We were against each other most of the time, having different opinions and statements.
That was in the first week but then I started to know her, to like her... to bond with her
In the other (final) week we were like best friends, super bf, we used to spend all the time together, all the activities together, and even our last sleep was together.
Even though she lives 100 km from me, I have to say that since then we remain the same and even more, and we still talk daily like nothing changed.
As I was saying, maybe 3 months would have passed not talking to each other, or maybe 7-8... But somehow we always found one another and talked for all that time we haven't spoke.
It was like we used to speak daily not every few months. I was back home last summer and I spent some time with her, it was just like in the beginning of our friendship. I don't know why but it just feels like the kind of connection that will not die... The bond that is between us is just too strong, and I hope it will never break. 6 years have passed and we didn't change...
So many things has happened to us and we still remained the same and so much more....
She's one of the person which I realize that my days,my life, my memories wouldn't have been the same without her, she's a blessing and I want to thank God for sending me all these wonderful people in my life. I'm happy that I have people that care for me, that love me
I am blessed!